What does Anagantios being said to you mean? please?

I have had a Wry neck again, been doing the exercises and taking the pain meds, still hurts.
Physio said they usually go within 48 hours.. not really..I had a nagging stupid feeling like I was being told something like I was supposed to be listening, so this morning I thought fuck it, it's not going to hurt, so I sat and meditated.. I had the sun rays of light in my eyes rather than the dense light, then it went to like a dark ball and a light ball chasing each other, like spinning, then someone said something like Anna ganaious. I thought it was two words as it was said it was pronounced, but I can't remember exactly now, but the closest I can find on the net is that word above, and it seems to mean many different things, I don't understand?...just more crazy me ...

Would love to know any thouts on what this was... just how crazy am I? :)

The Orange Flame, Orange apparition or Orange ghost

As I have said before, it's not unusual to see shadows of all kinds out of the corner of my eye, even while watching TV, I will also see coloured spots of blue, however last night was the scariest thing I have ever seen and even thinking about it before, trying to find out what it was not only scares the hell out of me but makes me cry a little... I know baby I am.

Short and sweet...

I was lying on the lounge watching TV, it was a hot night, and my kitty came up on the chair beside the lounge and was trying to crawl in under the blanket laid over the arm of the chair, I thought it was strange but just put it down to him playing... I mean it was a hot night, he never crawls under blankets on hot nights.

It was around 11.09 pm or just before that, directly to my left, in the corner of the room a big orange flame, I am talking as tall as the roof. It was not a little flicker but bright. It was also so clear, it was directly left of me, while it is peripheral, it is still very clear and noticeable.

I of course jumped up after a few seconds of shock, and turned on the light and was petrified. Started saying into the air like a crazy lady, " what did I do to make you scare me like this?", I wanted to call my husband at work and tell him about it , but was too scared to talk about it... petrified!

Has anyone else seen a big flame? Am I going bonkers? The only thing I can find so far googling was some "Virgin" seen outside a church by a papal committee and a whole town... There wouldn't be anything all big and religious visiting my little house!!

Mind you also, when I looked under the blanket to check on my kitty, as it was strange behaviour and to see if he noticed anything, he wasn't curled up asleep, he was just sitting there awake... strange...

I must be loosing it maybe?

EDIT: after telling my husband about it last night, I forgot to mention here that the TV started acting up also... like the signal was being lost.

Hark the Herald Angels sing and lights

first up, I have said many times about how I see shadows flashing past and in the corner of my eye, I also see lights.
Last night while laying in bed, There kept being just little lights flying up in the same spot, they would stop when I looked at them directly but it I just watched from the corner of my eye, it was like little fireflies flying upwards... who knows??? First sign of crazy I reckon!! ha ha

OK now to today's story, which is another "I have no freaking clue" maybe if I could get my head clear enough.. nah it still sounds crazy!@ lol :

I was in the Library today and was walking through an isle and from a shelf flew a book straight into the middle of the isle I was in.
because of the how far it flew I though someone would have had to push it from the other side of the shelf.. there was no-one there.
I keep making excuses in my head, maybe I just knocked it somehow, even though a simple knock would have never sent it that far into the isle.
To tell the truth I have no idea?! But I didn't really want to think about it till after I left there.

You ask " so what was the book?"
This is the stupid thing... it was a Christmas book called " Hark the Herald Angels sing"

LOL no idea what that is about, strange though, I am just doing some googling and found a "lost verse":

Come, desire of nations, come,
Fix in us thy humble home;
Rise, the woman's conquering seed,
Bruise in us the serpent's head. Now display thy saving power,
Ruin'd nature now restore;
Now in mystic union join
Thine to ours, and ours to thine. Adam's likeness, Lord, efface,
Stamp thy image in its place.
Second Adam from above,
Reinstate us in thy love. Let us thee, though lost, regain,
Thee, the life, the inner man:
O, to all thyself impart,
Form'd in each believing heart.

on this page: Christian Today it goes on to say this:

There is some real theological insight in these neglected verses. First of all we notice the Advent antiphon "Come, desire of nations, come," followed by a reference to the Fall, with the serpent bruising the heel of humanity and Adam bruising its head (Genesis 3:15). Wesley cleverly alters the meaning, asking that the serpent in us (sin) should be bruised (defeated) by Christ, the second Adam, who reinstates us as beloved sons and daughters of God. In the restoration of sinful humanity to a state of grace through the incarnation of Christ, the joining of divine and human nature is also achieved. Consequently, that which was lost (salvation) is gained and a new life is granted to all believers.

LOL OK I am done looking! Still have no idea about what this means... well, if it even means anything.

"IF" it was to mean something, what do you think it may mean? lol Christmas is coming? hahah  OK it's just me laughing off the weird ;)

Old Sydney Quarantine station part 3

Final Pics:

Close up of light thing in shower

A light thing in shower... this is where I felt totally creeped out, like someone was there... why we took the pictures. And the medium said that this is where the man was coming in and out of the little cottage... but we did not learn this till after I kept getting creeped out.

a light thing again... could be anything

The original picture

Sydney Quarantine station part 2

Here are some more pics note worthy... we had 134 but I don't think it is worth posting everyone :P

The dining hall... can you see anything?

The dining hall cropped.. prolly just an expose thing, it was just funny that it was where I felt something.

The dining hall original picture

This is a picture that has been lightened...

This is the original of the above.. I am not sure how people can make shadows in darkness? I am sure there is an explanation.

This is a cropped imagine of in the shower block, there was nothing reflective here, so not sure what it is, but posting anyway.

This is the original picture

The old Quarantine station Sydney, ghost tour

This is a post from my old blog back from Oct 2009 It is actually spread out over 3 posts.
I don't think anyone reads this, but if you do sorry I have not been updating.

Old Sydney Quarantine station ghost tour

First up.. it was SO totally worth the money!!
The place is in a national park right down on the water, you have to park in a car park up the top and are taken down in a bus.

There was plenty of ambiance, as it was lightening and thundering all night.. yay for our luck!

My hubby and I went on the Spirit Investigator tour and it was great! There was quite a few people in our group which let it down a little as there were some jokers ( my hubby was not happy about that), but it's not like they can control who comes.

So we were going to have dinner at the restaurant like is recommended, got there and saw like the food starts from $7 for a side order of hot chips (fries)... so we went to the little cafe and had a cake a coffee for $6.

We got talking to one of the ladies behind the counter and found out that she was out tour guide/medium for the night. Nice lady.

Time came and we were directed into a little room where a little bit of our "training" took place and each little couple of us got an emf meter.

Then the tour took place!
We were guided around a few different places, each with out medium letting us know who was "around" at the time, and in a couple calling out for them to let themselves be known.. I have to say that the weather was totally against it all.

I don't want to go into to much detail about the tour routine and spoil it :)

Highlights of our night:

• In the shower block there was a really strong smell of what they used to wash the people in when they first arrived.
• I was a little but nervous when first walking in, but once in I was fine, I walked straight down the middle them turned left and went down that corridor until I walked through this horrible feeling... just in this one spot I felt really sick and almost like I was going to pass out, I wanted to sit down but had to move away, and when I did it was better.. it was almost like a pocket or something.. my legs were a little shaky for awhile after that... Our medium let the group know who was "in there with us", and I asked about that pocket and she said there was a man walking up and down that isle.
• ps: In the shower block when I felt that sickness and dizziness, a girl right near us her camera went from 1/2 a battery to flat.. she was like "wtf?"... that was pretty cool.(not the feeling sick though)
  
• In the Autoclaves, I thought I had a spider on one of my calves and kept brushing it away but it kept coming back... I couldn't not see anything, not sure what it was but mentioned it anyway.
• When we went into the dining room I felt really happy... lol no idea..
• Just outside the morgue I smelt this horrible horrible smell... but felt actually ok inside..
• In the cottage I felt there was something in the rear right hand side room in the bath, I tried to get my hubby in quick enough to take a pic, but it had gone (the feeling).. later the medium said that there was a man(ghost) standing outside that room and moving in and out... maybe that was the man I felt there?? who knows we did get a picture of something from there though?
• In the hospital I kept hearing "Nancy" over and over in my head... lol just my imagination I think
• In the shower block I heard Albert, but the medium didn't pick up anything by that name till we got to the Asiatic section where she picked up that name then... prolly just a coincidence as I heard it in a different section.
• In the hospital people down the back of the room where I was first drawn to when we entered, kept hearing someone breathing out, they said.

That's all I can remember for now, but if you are thinking of going.. GO! it was great!! We are totally going back again.
Here are some pics :)

This is a room in the shower block I had my hubby take a pick of, we later found out that it is known for having cold air rush out of it.. we did not feel anything.

A light spot on the wall in the cottage, my hubby kept feeling like someone was in there, I did too when we first arrived... is it a reflection a dust or an orb, you decide? :)

Same room

Not sure was this is... maybe just a reflection?

There are more pics Here and Here :)

Physic Fair adventure pT2 Meditation

hehe I still believe in balance. That whatever everything is made up of there is always the same amount, which means to get something, something must be taken, like scales I guess.. just in short balance. That's my opinion anyway ;)

As I think I have written elsewhere on my blog, I can't stop thinking, can never shut my damm brain down and have been thinking of maybe getting a book to learn to meditate, don't like my chances but have to try ;)
So when we read on the program that there would be a "meditation session", we hung around to see what it was like, maybe teach me a few things practically, while you can learn anything from a book it's still nice and easier to see it first hand and ask questions.

So here we are sitting in a little seminar room with only about 10 other people (it was late in the afternoon and most everyone else had gone home). We sat right down the back against what my husband wanted, I said I wanted to be near there door for a speedy getaway of I had to hehe

In walks this portly happy faced man, he was upbeat and well just seemed like a happy man.
He asked if everyone had had a good day to which we all said yeah yes and mmm, he said it felt great all the positive energy etc in the place which we all agreed to again.

He then asks us who would like something new in their lives to which of course we all said yes, I assumed he just meant like a new interest etc. I mean who doesn't?
He then says that he was going to try something different this afternoon and would we all like to try it, he called it "Manifestation meditation", which I took to mean " well will mediate in a way that will let you see a guide or spirit",haha I was wrong, he then said, "who knows the difference between goals and desires", which was went through, which you all know anyway, and he asked us do we all have a desire, which of course I do, to create a happy and healthy home and life for my family and friends, to do what I feel is right and always be honest.
Well he meant a desire of a different kind, he said you all must want something.
And that is when the alarm bells went off, I put up my hand when he paused for breath but he seemed to be in a hurry now, I was going to argue with him about balance, yin and yang, about how you have to take from something to give to something else. and well hell it's just bad karma to want selfish things from the universe.
But I didn't, I sat there with my eyes open while he was going through this spiel with everyone, I think I must have had a look of total disgust on my face, he prolly had no idea why.

As we were waling out he was in front and I made sure to say loud enough for him to hear
though directed at my husband, things like "you didn't wish for anything selfish did you" and "you shouldn't have done it, you know that you can't give to something without taking from somewhere else" and "you know how I believe in balance and that you shouldn't....".

I feel bad now for making the guy feel self conscience as I believe that he had good intentions, he just wanted to "do something nice for everyone", and maybe had no idea how bad it is.
I mean the majority of people a brought up, not just by parents but the whole world we live in, to believe that the main goal in life to to amass as much money and material possessions as you can because that makes you a better person, and that greed is good.
I bet all these people also go to church and know the seven deadly sins by heart.
Anyway, I'll be stopping the preaching here because I guess I am just done trying to teach and I hate long posts.

Physic Fair adventure pT 1 Mediums

This is back from June 2008. A cross post from my old blog again.
I have to add that I believe that a whole lot of mediums are for real, but I also belive that there are even more that are not and also that "think" they are, but are really just extra observant or sensitive, but in actual fact do not talk to spirits.

Our Sunday this weekend we decided to spend the day at a physic fair, you know mind spirit and body type thing. We actually heard about it from a link I am on the mailing list to, a medium who I thought was really good.

I am a firm believer in spirits, but also understand that not everything you see is a spirit but more likely left over energy from a bad death, anyway in short for this purpose I believe.

I like to also believe there are people that can talk to the spirits, I know I have dreams of people past that seem so real, and all the things I see, hear and smell. Smell is a big one, you can usually smell something first, if you can't all you will see is a quick flint by, but what I don't get is sometimes they are shadows and sometimes like sparks... anyway I guess that will be another story so I can keep this one short.. somewhat anyway hehe

Ok, I have been wanting to go to more of these shows because I don't understand what whoever it is, is trying to tell me through all the funny numbers and stuff I see, so I am interested, and I figure that if they can't get through to me with the numbers if I go to these things one might be able to get through to the medium to me to let me know wtf is going on. So I like going to these things...
I have been looking for a time when my husband would be able to take me and checking out each and every show, and one thing I noticed was that this same group of mediums was always showing together, which I thought nothing of, you know, just a group of like minded people showing their gifts together.

So Sunday we were able to go, it was a great event lots of shows and information, stalls also it was entertaining. However I am really starting to wonder about if what they do is real, I know spirits, the soul is, but can they really talk to them?

Why I changed?... well it is my belief that the spirit or "soul" is just a tiny part of a huge conscience all interlinked together, each time we are put on a different plane or "earth" we are put there to learn things about ourselves and others and to "grow" spiritually so we can step to the next level.
Two of the different mediums there on Sunday said things to the effect that the spirits didn't know everything, whereas I thought from reading lots of "return from death experiences", that you are shown the mysteries of the universe, you have a universal knowledge, that what which you are to learn each time you are sent to earth or where ever is to do with spirit, not knowledge.
Of course they said that when they returned to their bodies that all that they knew was lost, so they can't bring it back with them, but either way it was there and these mediums were saying it's not.
So who to believe, people that have been there and have stories that are too alike to discount, all from different religious backgrounds and beliefs, or someone that can so easily speak to the spirits?
And here is the 2nd questioning for me, It was easier to notice in so many mediums and shows the same day, but the people that the mediums picked seemed to be the same people, just different rooms and different mediums. I mean we could put that down to that they were just bossy ghosts that didn't say all they had to the first time and wanted another shot, I mean who knows, just because I question dosen't mean I do not believe, but I do question.

I think I might have to go to a few more but take proper notes this time and really concentrate.

Trying to learn to meditate. 1

I have had the book borrowed for awhile now. Just haven't really started.
I guess what helped me along was reading a blog I follow about animal communication and the bird of the day was a goose and the goose is a symbol to follow through to move forward.

I know I haven't been posting as much, but that is ok, because it is not a big u-buet blog, never meant it to be... however I was getting a little freaked out because my "numbers" have been happening MUCH more frequently.
I mean they scare me to begin with, but this last week it has been everywhere I look.. like everywhere.

So here I started trying to learn to meditate.

I am reading and working through a wonderful book called Learn to Meditate by David Fontana.

I call it great, because while it has background for understanding of the things, it doesn't have all the crap that goes along with a whole lot of meditation books.

The book goes through different stages of learning, through exercises given to do and text to explain different things.

I have only just started, and because I don't want to give all the book away, won't be detailed in the exercises.

----I suppose I have been bad, because in a total of 40 minutes I did 2. It did not say how long to spend on each one, and me.. being me.. wanted to race forward.

The first one I had to basically watch what my head was doing, thoughts were supposed to race past...The only thoughts I really had were trying to keep my eyes shut.
I don't get it, aren't your eyes supposed to be closed when relaxed? Every time I relaxed my eyes they wanted to open.

The second one I had to add a little phrase to what I was doing in the first. This was pretty freaky.. my hands felt like they were burning, but I kept having thoughts of catching energy? LOL I know strange right?
I also could see like fluid movements, like when you put ink in water and it swirls around gently, They weren't real colourful, actually pretty dark, at one stage there was a bright yellow, but just got drowned again in the dark colours.
When I say dark, I suppose I mean more bright colours but in the shade.. if that explains it?
When I was seeing this my thoughts were travelling inside myself.. and kept looking for the middle of the whirlpool, like a spiral.. it was there in the middle but so so tiny, but I knew it was there?


Well that's it for today, There are some exercise to do while just everyday living, so to speak.

I hope I don't sound to mental.. or crazy, if anyone comes across this. But I really wanted to be honest, that way when I look back I can judge properly.. or maybe.. hopefully hehe

Hitch-hiking ghost at the Entrance NSW

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This one I have heard many stories about before I read it anywhere on the internet.
I used to be into cars etc, and of a weekend we all used to park down the Entrance and sometimes go for drives up and down the stretch of road of a night for a break up of the monotony.
I have never seen this ghost or had anything happen. But PLENTY of my friends have, even police officers have stories of things they have witnessed.

The story.. so I was told back then... was back in the 60's a girl was hitch-hiking home from some place (as public transport this way is bad now, let alone back then), and was picked up by a group of guys along the road you see above
Apparently they raped and killed her and left her by the road up towards Norah Head.
She is said to be seen via your review mirror sitting in the back seat.

There are variations of the story ie: she is looking for her killers... she is looking for her packet of cigarettes in the console.. you know all different themes.
But the story is usually always the same, people will turn around and see a girl sitting in the back seat of their car.

This was over 10 years ago and I hope by now that she has found peace.
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IN the local paper from October last year there was a story about a local guy that was going to film a movie based on this story.
Which you can read HERE

There are also some comments below, which are as follows:

Paul writes:
Posted on 19 Jan 10 at 10:41pm

A few years back when we were younger my wife and I and a few friends were at Norah Head Lighthouse. My wife turned to me and said there is someone watching us from the bush. I turned to see a white silhouette which seemed to be a young lady and very light on her feet. When the silhouette slowly moved towards us we all jumped in the car and took off. I was the only one to turn around to see if anyone was still there but there was no one in sight. We still talk about that night often and wonder if we should of stayed and approached the young lady.

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I just found another web page where they tell the story proper and what happened in more detail.
The page can be found HERE


The proper story!

Over the past four decades rumours have circulated intermittently about ghostly appearances in the vicinity of Noraville Cemetery, Jenny Dixon Beach, and a section of Wilfred Barrett Drive on the NSW Central Coast – Australia.
One story, set in the 1950’s, tells of a teenage girl walking home from work. During her walk, she was attacked and raped by five youths. She was later found barely alive, but died as a result of her injuries. On her death bed, she told her father she wouldn’t rest until her attackers were found and punished.
Police never charged anyone with the rape and murder, but five youths, who were frequently in each others company, committed suicide under bizarre circumstances during the following years.
The first ghostly sighting was reported not far from the cemetery shortly after the girl’s burial. The sightings continued with her grave appearing to be disturbed after each of them.
It was shortly after the sightings that the first youth hung himself after complaining of continual haunting by a spirit.
A second youth died after being involved in a car accident. He claimed someone walked in front of his car – but witnesses saw no-one.
A third youth drove his car off a cliff after complaining that an apparition had been taunting him.
The bizarre twist continued when a fourth youth picked up a hitchhiker on Wilfred Barrett Drive. By the time he had reached Noraville Road, the girl had disappeared. He reported the incident, but became a laughing stock, and began showing signs of madness. He later ran his car over an embankment on the Pacific Highway and died.
A similar scenario was in store for a fifth youth. He had complained to his sister of being ‘continually haunted.’ He later left the district to work for a circus and tried to escape the haunting – but it followed him.
He complained of ‘seeing things’ day and night and later ended the nightmare by taking his own life with a shotgun.
The ghostly sightings though, hadn’t disappeared. A large group of youths were camped by a fire on Jenny Dixon Beach soon after the suicide. Each of them told of seeing a pretty young lady walking towards their fire in a flowing white dress.

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Some scattered in fright of the ghostly sight, others sat petrified with shock as the figure walked through the crowd and disappeared. The grave of the murdered girl has never been disturbed since that last sighting. The ghostly story made headlines again when a visiting doctor picked up a hitchhiker on Wilfred Barrett Drive while holidaying in the area. He knew nothing of the local legend. He told police the hitchhiker disappeared as he approached Noraville Road and later sought psychiatric counselling. Today, stories of silent spirits still circulate around the Noraville area. Even two police officers told of picking up a hitchhiker on Wilfred Barrett Drive during the early hours of the morning. Again the young female had disappeared upon reaching Noraville cemetery. The girl’s murder still remains unsolved.

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The movie that was made, their website says:

Jenny Dixon Beach is an Australian thriller/horror genre feature film, which is based on actual events that have happened on the Central Coast of NSW. The story revolves around a young school girl who was abducted by car full of youth's along a stretch of road at Noraville NSW. It is said the poor girl was brutally raped, bashed and left for dead at a local reserve at Jenny Dixon Beach. After the poor girls death, the four youth's all claimed to be haunted by the girls ghost, and have since turned up dead one by one. Local Police have also had countless reports about a hitch hiking ghost along that stretch of road. It is a fact that the written Police reports have run into the hundreds by both locals and holiday makers alike. Over half of the Local Police have also reported to have seen the young ladies apparition. It is said that she will never rest... Jenny Dixon Beach goes into production Oct 2009.
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I was trying to find statistics for accidents that happen on this road, but can't... ok I need a nap hehe
But I can honestly say that there was at least one, most weekends, sometimes more, mostly bad (it is a dark road, no street lights and 100k's) well was back then.
My friend also drove a tow truck and they were usually never far from this road, because of all the accidents.
Are some of them maybe related to this poor ghost girl? You know a whole lot of people are scared to report experiences like that for fear of ridicule and people would think they were crazy.

So just think about how many stories there are of experiences and then add all those that are too frightened to say anything about it?

With so many stories , first hand out there, even from people I knew, and seeing the terror they still had after it... I believe this one :)

EDIT 9-3-10:

I saw this story while researching the first time and thanks to Abbie, I remembered and am now adding it.
Apparently a young girl is also seem wandering the beach sometimes and there are stories also that she may be the Captain's wife from the Ship The Esperenza, that was shipwrecked.

Through the years Edward gave assistance to many shipwrecked sailors. He also had to bury some as they were washed ashore (Anna Maria, 1857).
Several years ago a story by the Sun media group spoke of a female apparition, wearing a long white flowing dress, who haunted the Norah Head area. Locals called her the Ghost of Jenny Dixon as many sightings of her were made at night along the stretch of beach known as Jenny Dixon.
Stories of her sighting came from locals and tourists alike. A doctor from Victoria told police he was about to pick up the woman in white but she vanished as he stopped beside her.
Another sighting of her was in the spring of 1990, when she spooked a group of teenagers who were camped on the beach. The spokesperson for the group said the woman was wearing a long white gown.
There were several theories as to who the woman was. In 1950 two young sisters were bashed to death on a walking trip to the lighthouse. Their bodies were found in a swamp known as the ``jungle". Another story talks of a local teenager who was raped and murdered in the 1950s. There was also the thought that she was the captain's wife from the Esperanza.

The full story/page can be read here: Seaside Spectres

Does anyone have the name of the girl in said story? So the readers and I know whether the rape story is actually true and have a base to look?

EDIT 17/07/2010
Just a couple more reference pages where the girl is soken of again. Wouldn't it be great if someone could actually remeber her name, kinda sad that this girl wanders, yet no-one knows her name.

Unexplained mysteries forum discussion
Hub page by Mark Hall 

EDIT:
Just re-posting from the comments section, as it is interesting and also a "pleas help", but it really helps us all interested in this topic :)
Thanks so much to Jason for the extra info, every little bit of information goes into the greater picture, knowing that even truckies avoid and know about or even seen!!

hiya.im a bus driver in the area.ive never seen her,as all our late nite runs go through noraville.i always hear school kids talking bout her.i looked heaps on the net for her,not much out there,and the truckies do avoid wilfred barret drive at night,apparantly she plays chicken with them,mainly on wed night.

hi.i tried to find some more stuff on jenny dixon.as we all know thats not her acrual name.can someone please find this out,please?id also be interested driving that stretch at night with anyone curious on the subject.i spoke to some more truckies from linfox,toll,and even richers transport from qld wont use that road at night.they claim apart from playing chicken this ghost appears on the centre line of the road.just stands there.i kno a truckie that quit due to this.any more info greatly appreciated.just for the record,the truckies i spoke to are all clean,no drugs or booze

Edit: 4-3-2011 cross posted from comments - Thankyou Hannah :)

Lately my friends and I have been driving up and down the strip alot to see if we can see her.
kind of bad but we've been trying to stir her up by abusive music and the boys have been going nuts calling her names.
Not sure if i seen her or not but both my mate and I saw a white silouette in the far distance along that road. We also took many pictures to see if we could see anything but nothing though at one stage I got a cold shiver and my friend who was driving look in the review mirror and screamed. She said she saw something sitting in the middle seat next to me. I know she wouldnt lie especially with the state of fear she was in.
I started to not believe in it but the same girl that saw her, her boyfriend had some weird fit going down that strip and aparantly ended up with weird scratches on his arm :S

Thats my experience with wilfred barrat drive. My friends and I are still on the hunt so I'll keep posted if I know or see anymore.

Hannah.

EDIT: 14-12-2014
From comments, thank you so much Thomas, I cried while reading your comment but to put a face to the stories enables us to say a prayer/thought - send love. Thank you so much again. so so so very sad the ray of light is the headstones, beautiful people to care.
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I Believe the name of this alleged ghost was Grace Holmes aged 18. She was Murdered while her younger sister Cathrine Holmes aged 11 was molested and murdered. they were on walk to Nora head. On their way home they were attacked.

Grace as she lay dying from be bludgeoned must of heard her younger sister crying as she was being raped and murdered. The Murdered was caught however due to an terrible incompetent police investigation the case against the Murderer fell apart at the time of the trial. Where the killer was acquitted.

The ghost is if there is one is most likely Grace trying in spirit to get help and catch her killer.

The double murder was stain on the central coast in the 1950's and the investigation into crime was embarrassment to the NSW Police force and criminal justice system.

Over time the memory of this tragic affair became almost urban legend.

As of 2014 the 2 girls after 64 year finally are getting headstone by donations of the general public. In responses to family that suffered terribly the loss of their daughters and sisters. Today the one surviving family member of the victims still alive in his 80's still puts flowers on their graves.

November 7, 2014 at 1:24 AM

 Just a quick thankyou again.
I hope to post more experiences up here as I get them. You are even welcome to email me and I will put it up here privatly if you wish :)

Life imitating a blanket or a blanket imitating life?

This is easy to class as nothing at all, but well... as you can see by now, I don't discount anything, am thankful for everything, and wonder or try and learn all :) (as much as I am supposed to anyway) hehe

I thought this was kind of neat, I have been meaning to make a quick post about it every week when I wash the blanket but forget by the time I sort and put away the washing.

I didn't buy my babys (cats) pet beds as they sleep in and on the end of our bed anyway, and well they just take too long to dry when you wash them.
Yes there are lots of clean animal owners out there :P
So we use "cuddle blankies", just soft fleecy or minky throw blankets that I fluff into a little pet bed.

Anyway, a long time before we got my boy kitty, we were in one of our "must spend money" shopping days when I came across this blanket.
I wanted something just as a throw for watching movies and getting snuggly without the bulk and all I could find was this blanket.
It was a reluctant choice, well there were no others with cats on them and it was cheap so we got it.

Fast forward 2 years later it is a cat blanket for for our kitty girl, then we find out that we are allowed another cat and we get our kitty boy.

And what I only noticed maybe 3-4 months after getting our kitty boy was that the design on the blanket looks like it IS our very own kitty boy.

Well as you can imagine I love the blanket now, after all, it has my baby printed on it :P hehe

What do you think was it life ( having to settle for this blanket) imitating life ( ending up being able to get another cat , a friend for our kitty girl, and ending up with with our kitty boy , from ours friends cats litter?
Was it an omen or someone trying to tell us something hehe

Everywhere there is love - Heart shaped cloud

I am not some hopeless romantic, but I still believe in good, even more so when I see so much bad, so is bad, good in a way? it shows us.. BAH not getting into that debate...

Just wanted to share a picture I took in November 2008.

Cross post from old blog:


It is a perfect shaped heart!

I came out to the backyard this morning to hang out my washing and to take the cats for a walk and as I was closing the screen door I saw this!!
I smiled so wider that I think me cheeks almost cracked. I don't know who it was for or who is was from but it was.... that is enough for me.
What a wonderful way to start the day!! :)

I sometimes see, what I think are auras...

... or my mind playing tricks. You know, that glow that you see around all things when your eyes go out of focus. I guess it may be an aura and it may be my eyes?

This is a quick little story back from Dec 2008 cross posted from my old blog.

Obviously the picture has been photo shopped, it was just to give you an "idea" of what I saw :)

heheh I thought I would share a little something.
This morning I was sitting at my desk checking my zillion of blogs and my Little kitty girl came in and clawed the back of my chair, as she does, to get some attention.
She is a funny little girl, she wants to be loved but runs when you try and give it to her, yet if you can catch her she purs and purs.. it is like she is saying "no yes no yes yes" you know?

Anyway, as she always does, she ran to the doorway so I could not jump up and grab her, as I turned to look at her I saw this beautiful brilliant pink light around her, I do see these around people now and again, but have never seen in colours before.
So you know,being a Momma, your thoughts immediately turn to.. oh no is she sick? etc? So I googled it and what do you know?----
Pink - This is the color of love. It represents compassion, and possibly a love of art and beauty. Darker or muddier shades of pink may point to an individual who is immature.
Is just one, but they all said the same thing...

What a beautiful way to start the morning knowing for sure that my baby girl loves me :))))
So I have to say thank you to my beautiful little girl for showing me her "true light" and save me from wondering if I make a happy home for her :))

I hope that someones "true light" reveals itself to you today :)

Thoughts about today... The Universe

Long story short... I really believe there are people watching out for you.. or the universe.. or something. Whenever I am "saved" from something, be it small or big, or whenever I see something nice.. hell whenever I just see something that the universe had a hand in, I always say thank you.

Today was not a nice day, my brother who is on medication for schizophrenia, called me this morning to let me know that his little dog (my mother's dog who has crossed over), was in hospital again.
He has been in and out a whole lot lately and while he has tablets to take every day, I was fearing that the poor little guys body must have had enough and he was just trying like crazy to hang around for my brother (he was his only little mate).

I tried to prepare my brother for this outcome, explaining that it is selfish of us to have them keep themselves here, when they are suffering, and my brother didn't want to see him suffer, I said that he should have a talk with the Vet and see what they thought, but to think of him rather than himself.
He actually understood, I think.

After the call, I said my little talk to the universe asking that our little furry family member be not in pain any more, if they could let him know it is ok to go, and ask my mother who has passed, to come and take him with her so he is no longer suffering.
......A few hours later my brother called me, saying that the Vet had called him, and our little buddy did not make it. I can't say that I was not sad, even if it was selfish of me, he was a beautiful little guy, but I also said a "thank you" to the universe for answering and / or agreeing with what I had asked earlier.

Later that day when we got home, I asked my mother (who is on the other side) to look in on my brother and make sure he was ok, let him understand that his doggie is happy and pain free now...
I called my brother later that night explaining to him how happy little doggie is now, and that he would be ok, and told him about how I asked the universe and mum, to come and get little doggie so he would not suffer any more, I did not say anything at all about asking mum to check in on him.....
after telling my brother that, he said, that afternoon when he sat down to watch some TV, that he heard mum telling him "he is ok now, he is with us", and he swears he was not crazy or hearing things. I still did not tell him how I had asked if mum could look in on him then. I also said thank you again.

Later that afternoon, even though we are paying quite a few things off ourselves, my husband and I came to the idea to help pay off some of the Vet bill for my brother, not because we are "bailing him out" not because he is only on a pension, but just because that he was grieving and it was the right thing to do, even at our expense. We were sure that we were going to lose a couple of hundred $$'s, but it was the right thing to do.
...... I called the Vet and asked about how much money was left on the bill (seeing my brother had said earlier in a passing comment how expensive it had all been), and the lady said nothing.
I said thank you to the universe again.

The last little story.. I went out to put our car away in the garage. I know people think cockroaches are disgusting, but they are alive, and well... while outside, not interfering with me I let them be.
So, I get into the car about to drive it into the garage and spot the cockroach on the ground in the garage; my legs being so sore from working out yesterday I was so tempted to just ignore it and hope he got out of the way, but knowing it was wrong, I got up, walked all the way in, couldn't move him out of the way so went to get the dustpan.. what do you know?
.........As I bent down to get the dustpan I notice the power supply to the laptop on the ground still yesterday from where I had left it because it was so hot. If I had not gone and helped the cockroach and just been lazy, or even risked hurting it by kicking it out of the way rather than the dustpan, I would have run the power supply over, and being as old as it is, would prolly have had to buy a whole new lap top , as it was irreplaceable.
I thanked the universe again.

You know.... most people would just say they are all funny coincidences, and if each had happened on different days, just about everyone would. But that is what my life is made up of, these funny coincidences, and whether they are coincidences or the universe making things right, does it really matter?
All that matters is that it happened, and for whatever reason, shouldn't we just be thankful, to see the small miracles, coincides atc that happen every day and be appreciative of them?
So maybe next time while you are doing the dishes and a knife falls on the ground, say thank you, remember that knife may have fallen point down and through your foot. :)

Trying to Meditate

This is a little account of what I first started to try to meditate ( I haven't tried since!), back in April of this year.. thought it might give someone a giggle ;)

This is the view from where we used to live, it was like living in the heaven's and kinda suited my post for today :)

I have been trying to put time into my days to try and learn to meditate.
This is the biggest joke for anyone that knows me my mind just won't turn off.. oh yeah even when sleeping I am thinking about stuff, but having a notepad to write stuff down on has helped heaps.

So, as my usual self I do lots of research on the internet about "how to meditate" and everyone says different things... oh wow.. now I am regretting the time when I was at some new age fair that a little Indian lady would literally try and drag me in to the meditate class every time we walked past.. oh yes I mean grab my arm.
I suppose it is really annoying to write this way as I hate people that jump around on different tangents, but a quick reason why I would not go in is because I was afraid.

You see when I go to bed when I am really tired and actually relaxed, I close my eyes and I see things flying at me, different images, but too fast to work out what they are, I even hear voices sometimes, but when that happens I wake up and get the hell out of the room.
My husband laughs at me when I do this and I laugh it off too but it is scary...
So hence I did not want to go into that state on purpose in a room with all other people incase something did happen.

So I don't know what changed, other than the stupid numbers and things hounding me all the time, I guess sometimes something just changes and you think "I have to do this".. so I am trying...
I don't know what a meditative state should feel like so I am assuming that have not been in one.
I have been trying different things like concentrating on my breath, counting down with every exhale, and concentrating on an object or person, sometimes I get the butterfly's in my tummy like you do when you are very excited (you know the sexy excited) and a couple of times I have felt in that "just before dream" state which I get when I am tired, though I still can't slow the images down to see what they.

I thought I would start keeping a little record of things that I have experienced so when looked back on or read later might make a little sense.

For the first couple of times I kept getting the name Edna in my head, this was when I was asking if I could take to Mushka (my kitty) and also when I was asking the name of my guide...
Me, being me, is just putting it down to thinking what I want to think, but I do not know any Edna's though the name is sooooo familiar.
So I looked the meaning up in my little book, which I just felt I had to do; and it said:
Edna-Hebrew: 'ednah. "rejuvenation" One who knew the secret of renewal or transformation.
That's when I thought.. ooohh spooky! And maybe wondered if It was not just my imagination.. who knows...

Then last night I was seeing faces, but they were all like giants and I was tiny so I could only see small parts at once, but it was not sped up like all other things I usually see.
Just before I "woke up" I was standing at the base of one of these giants and they were wearing like a tunic of the softest woven cotton and it was blowing and touching my face...

It probably is all just imagination but at least it is here for prosperity, something to look back on if I ever get this meditating thing working.
I have noticed though that I have been getting headaches and stiffness in the base of my head and top of my spine, maybe I am sitting the wrong way or trying too hard...

Are Ghost bought on by stressful environments?

"Vaughan Bell from ScientificAmerican has an article about how it’s common for people, under bereavement, to experience a ghostly encounter. Only that these encounters are hallucinations brought on by stressful environments."
is what Javier Ortegaof Ghost Theroy writes.
He also only "partially agrees". I am with him on this!

He has written a blogpost about the story, from the scientific American about it.
I do not agree with this article at all, either.

I had two very strange experiences when my parents passed, and I did not even know they had, or were in hospital, or even sick!
So my experiences were not from a stressful environment, in fact, both I was at first listening to music, one at a party and one at home while houseworking.. singing along.
That is NOT a stressful environment! :)

You can find the blog post here:

After A Loved One Dies, Most People See Ghosts

What do you think?

4 Leaf clover and dead birds falling from the sky

This is just a story that happened to me last year. (I am taking all "weird stuff" from my other blog to this one).
This is from August 2008


I have a funny kind of weird story to tell.
Yesterday morning while hanging out the washing I don't know why but I just glanced a certain way and saw what I thought was a 4 leaf clover.. I thought to myself "no way" and just kept on hanging the clothes out. By the time I had finished my curiosity got the better of me so I went over to have a look and what do you know? It was a 4 leaf clover, first I have ever seen.

Well now I had the dilemma whether to pick or not to pick, yeah I am one of those people that every time I pick one of the veges I grow at home I say thank you to the plant... well it just didn't seem to right to pick it because it was different, that I should let it be in all it's uniqueness.

I came inside and Googled "should I pick a 4 leaf clover?" and it came up with a multitude of different websites of people that find 4 leaf clovers all the time, and the last one which finally answered my question? It said not to pick it (in short). So I let it be, figured that it was wrong to want to be lucky when I already was, I have a beautiful husband, my beautiful babies (the kitties), food on the table and a roof over our head, the rest is just icing...
Anyway I never thought any more about it.

Well last night my hubby calls and says that he is going to be late because he has lost his phone somewhere at work, he said he had checked his work car, all around the office etc etc, and it was no where to be found. I had a minor stress, as you do, mainly because of all the phone numbers etc he has in there for work, but was happy when he finally got home and I saw he was ok.
I told him not to worry about it, it wasn't going to change anything and just try and get some sleep. And that we would go out tomorrow when it was daylight and have a look, if we are meant to find it we will.

Come today (the next day), we did as we said and went to his work first to re-check work and his car, now it was daylight he could see everything properly. Nothing, so then I asked him where he went next after the last time he saw his phone, and we went there.

This road is like 3 lanes in each direction in a heavy traffic industrial area with no defining features or road markings and is very long.
I asked him to stop a little before where he thinks he may have stopped, which we did and we went for a walk.
We walked quite a way and as on any busy street there was a heap of rubbish, my hubby was walking slowly searching through every bit of rubbish with his eyes, and I said not to worry if we are meant to see it we will.
Anyway, we got to certain point and decided that we were too far away from the car and walked back, we said we would move the car up to where we had last walked to, and would walk up to the trailer parked on the side of the road ahead.

We parked the car and started walking, this road is constantly used by truck drivers to park their big trailers etc so there is plenty of tire marks etc.
Well, we were getting close to the point where we said would be our finishing point and just one particular set of tyre tracks I saw and said this is where you pulled over isn't it?
Well like I said there is nothing on the road, no numbers markings land features etc it all looks the same, so he really had no idea and just shrugged, well no sooner had he answered than I saw something like, nearly buried under dirt etc. It was his phone.. I was "holy crap", I couldn't believe we saw it let alone my eyes went straight to it. My hubby was all geeked out too, anyway I was like you must say thank you to the universe.. he giggled and I said no you must say thanks etc.. well he eventually did, we got back in the car excited and drove off in search of lunch.

OK now this is where it gets kinda creepy, as you would have read in my other posts ( I think they are all under the mystic stuff), I believe in balance and also get creeped out , I think haunted, by funny numbers..

So with that in mind... whilst driving looking for food we were talking about how lucky we were to find it in such a long road and even more so, how it had al ldirt etc over it, and my hubby was joking with me (as he does) about what time it was when we found it.
I looked at my watch just out of curiosity , and it was 1.11 which I told my hubby he laughed and started giggles calling it the devil swords, (teasing me, because he knows it scares me), and I said no, no, if it's anything it has to be good, and no sooner had I said it a freaking bird just dropped out of the sky straight in front of the car, it was already dead.
Well I just felt sick, I mean talk about all these stupid coincidences.
Anyway I would like to say that there is a moral to this story or even message, but I have none, I would also like for someone to tell me that I am not crazy with wired crazy stuff like this happening all the time too!! (please) hehe
Anyways, I hope it gave you something interesting to read and not bore you to tears, it sure got it off my chest writing it down ;)
If anyone does know out there why birds fall dead out of the sky please let me know too :)

EDIT: Ok I got to thinking last night while trying to fall asleep that the dead bird might have just been from an aircraft as we were very close to an international airport :)